ALL
ABOUT LOVE - EXCERPT
CHAPTER ONE
June
1820
Devon
Abstinence.
It didn’t even sound comfortable.
Alasdair
Reginald Cynster, widely known, with good reason, as Lucifer,
pushed the word from his mind with a disgusted snort and concentrated
on turning his pair of high-bred blacks down a narrow lane.
The lane lead south, toward the coast; Colyton, his destination,
lay along it. About him, early summer clasped the countryside
in a benevolent embrace. Breezes rippled the corn; swallows
rode the currents high above, black darts against the blue
sky. Thick hedges bordered the lane; from the box seat of
his curricle, Lucifer could only just see over them. Not that
there was anything to see in this quiet rural backwater.
That
left him with his thoughts. Holding the blacks to a slow but
steady pace along the winding lane, he considered the unwelcome
proposition of having to survive without the type of feminine
company to which he was accustomed. It wasn’t a pleasant
prospect, but he’d rather suffer that torture than risk
succumbing to the Cynster curse.
It
wasn’t a curse to be trifled with—it had already claimed
five of his nearest male relatives, all the other members
of the notorious group that had, for so many years, lorded
it over the ton. The Bar Cynster had cut swaths through the
ranks of London’s ladies, leaving them languishing, exhausted
in their wake. They’d been daring, devilish, invincible—until,
one by one, the curse had caught them. Now he was the last
one free—unshackled, unwed and unrepentant. He had nothing
against marriage per se, but the unfortunate fact—the crux
of the curse—was that Cynsters did not simply marry. They
married ladies they loved.
The
very concept made him shudder. Its implied vulnerability was
something he would never willingly accept.
Yesterday,
his brother, Gabriel, had done just that.
And
that was one of the two principal reasons he was here, going
to ground in deepest Devon.
He
and Gabriel had been close all their lives; only eleven months
separated them. Other than Gabriel, the one person he knew
better than anyone in the world was their childhood playmate,
Alathea Morwellan. Now Alathea Cynster. Gabriel had married
her yesterday, and in so doing had opened his eyes to how
potent the curse was, how irresistible it could be. Love had
bloomed in the most unlikely ground. The curse had struck
boldly, ruthlessly, powerfully, and had conquered against
all odds.
He
sincerely wished Gabriel and Alathea joy, but he had no intention
of following their lead.
Not
now. Very possibly not ever.
What
need had he of marriage? What would he gain that he didn’t
already have? Women—ladies—were all very well; he enjoyed
dallying with them, enjoyed the subtleties of conquering the
more resistant, encouraging them into his bed. He enjoyed
teaching them all he knew of shared pleasure. That, however,
was the extent of his interest. He was involved in other spheres,
and he liked his freedom, liked being answerable to no one.
He preferred his life as it was and had no wish to change
it.
He
was determined to avoid the curse—he could manage very well
without love.
So
he’d slipped away from Gabriel’s and Alathea’s wedding
breakfast and left London. With Gabriel married, he’d succeeded
to the title of principal matrimonial target for the ladies
of the ton; consequently, he’d dismissed all invitations
to the summer’s country house parties. He’d driven to
Quiverstone Manor, his parents’ estate in Somerset. Leaving
his groom, Dodswell, a local, there to visit with his sister,
he’d left Quiverstone early this morning and headed south
through the countryside.
On
his left, three cottages came into view, huddled about a junction
with an even narrower lane that ambled down beside a ridge.
Slowing, he passed the cottages and rounded the ridge—the
village of Colyton opened out before him. Reining in, he looked
about.
And
inwardly grimaced. He’d been right. From the looks of Colyton,
his chances of finding any local lady with whom to dally—a
married one who met his exacting standards and with whom he
could ease the persistent itch all Cynsters were prey to—were
nil.
Abstinence
it would be.
The
village, neat and tidy in the bright sunshine, looked like
an artist’s vision of the rustic ideal, steeped in peace
and harmony. Ahead to the right, the common sloped upward;
a church stood on the crest, a solid Norman structure flanked
by a well-tended graveyard. Beyond the graveyard, another
lane ran down, presumably joining the main lane further on.
The main lane itself curved to the left, bordered by a line
of cottages facing the common; the sign of an inn jutted over
the lane just before it swung out of sight. Nearer to hand
was a duckpond on the common; the blacks stamped and shook
their heads at the quacking.
Quietening
them, Lucifer looked to the left, to the first house of the
village standing back in its gardens. A name was carved on
the portico. He squinted. Colyton Manor. His destination.
The
Manor was a handsome house of pale sandstone, two storeys
and attics in the Georgian style with rows of long pedimented
windows flanking the portico and front door. The house faced
the lane, set back behind a waist-high stone wall and a large
garden filled with flowering plants and roses. A circular
fountain stood at the garden’s center, interrupting the
path joining the front door and a gate to the lane. Beyond
the garden, a stand of trees screened the Manor from the village
beyond.
A
gravel drive skirted the nearer side of the house, eventually
leading to a stable set back against more trees. The drive
was separated from a shrubbery by an expanse of lawn punctuated
here and there by ancient shade trees. Somewhat overgrown,
the shrubbery extended almost to where the curricle stood;
a glimpse of water beyond suggested an ornamental lake.
Colyton
Manor looked what it was, a prosperous gentleman’s residence.
It was the home of Horatio Welham—the principal reason Lucifer
had chosen Colyton as his temporary bolt-hole.
Horatio’s
letter had reached him three days ago. An old friend and his
mentor in all matters pertaining to collecting, Horatio had
invited him to visit at Colyton at his earliest convenience.
With the grande dames turning their sights on him, convenient
had been immediately—he’d grasped the excuse to disappear
from the social whirl. At one time he had haunted Horatio’s
house in the Lake District, but although he and Horatio had
remained as close as ever, over the three years since Horatio
had moved to Devon, they’d met only at collectors’ gatherings
about the country and in London; this was his first visit
to Colyton.
The
blacks shook their heads; their harness clinked. Straightening,
gathering the reins, Lucifer was conscious of a welling impatience—to
see Horatio again, to clasp his hand, to spend time in his
erudite company. Coloring that anticipation was Horatio’s
reason for asking him to visit—a request for his opinion
on an item that, in Horatio’s words, might tempt even him
to extend his collection beyond his preferred categories of
silver and jewelry. He’d spent the drive from Somerset speculating
on what the item was, but had reached no conclusion.
He’d
learn soon enough. Clicking the reins, he set the blacks in
motion. Turning smartly in between the tall gateposts, he
drew the curricle up by the side of the house with the usual
crunching and stamping of hooves.
No
one came running.
He
listened—and heard nothing but the sounds of birds and insects.
Then
he remembered it was Sunday; Horatio and all his household
would be at church. Glancing up the common, he verified that
the church door stood ajar. He looked at the Manor’s front
door—it, too, stood partially open. Someone, it appeared,
was home.
Tying
off the reins, he jumped down and strode along the gravel
path to the portico. Ablaze with summer blooms, the garden
caught and held his gaze. The sight teased some long-buried
memory. Pausing before the portico, he struggled to pin it
down.
This
was Martha’s garden.
Martha
was Horatio’s late wife; she’d been the anchor around
which the Lake District household had revolved. Martha had
loved gardening, striving through all weathers to create glorious
displays—just like this. Lucifer studied the plantings.
The layout was similar to the garden in the Lake District.
But Martha had been dead for three years.
Outside
of his mother and aunts, Lucifer had felt closer to Martha
than any other older woman—she’d occupied a special place
in his life. He’d often listened to her lectures where to
his mother he’d been deaf; Martha had not been related—it
had always been easier to hear the truth from her lips. It
was Martha’s death that had lessened his enthusiasm for
visiting Horatio at home. Too many memories; too acute a sense
of shared loss.
Seeing
Martha’s garden here felt odd, like a hand on his sleeve
when there was no one there. He frowned—he could almost
hear Martha whispering in her soft, gentle voice.
Abruptly
turning, he entered the portico. The front door was half open;
he pushed it wide. The hall was empty.
"Hello!
Is anyone about?"
No
response. All he could hear was the summer buzz outside. He
stepped over the threshold and paused. The house was cool,
quiet—still—waiting...frowning more definitely, he strode
forward, boot heels clacking on black and white tiles. He
headed for the first door on the right. It stood open, pushed
wide.
He
smelled blood before he reached the door. After Waterloo,
it was one scent he’d never mistake. The hair at his nape
lifted; he slowed.
At
his back, the sun glowed bright and warm—the cold quiet
of the house intensified. It drew him on.
He
halted in the doorway, his gaze drawn down to the body sprawled
a few feet inside the room.
His
skin turned cold. After an instant’s hiatus, he forced his
gaze to travel the old, lined face, the straggly white hair
covered by a tasselled cap. In a long white nightshirt with
a knitted shawl wound around heavy shoulders, twisted onto
his back with one arm outflung, bare feet poking out toward
the door, the dead man looked as if he might be asleep, here
in the library surrounded by his antique tomes.
But
he wasn’t asleep—he hadn’t even collapsed. Blood still
seeped from a small cut on his left side, directly beneath
his heart.
Lucifer
dragged in a breath. "Horatio!"
On
his knees, he searched for a pulse at wrist and throat, and
found none. Hand on Horatio’s chest, he felt a lingering
warmth; slight color still graced the old man’s cheeks.
Mind reeling, Lucifer sat back on his heels.
Horatio
had been murdered—minutes ago.
He
felt numb, detached; some part of his brain continued cataloguing
facts, like the experienced cavalry officer he’d once been.
The
single killing stroke had been an upward thrust into the heart—like
a bayonet wound. Not much blood, just a little...oddly little.
Frowning, he checked. There was more blood beneath the body.
Horatio had been turned onto his back later—originally he’d
fallen face down. Catching a glimpse of gilt under the shawl,
Lucifer searched with fingers that shook—and drew out a
long, thin letter knife.
His
fingers curled about the ornate hilt. He scanned the immediate
area but could see no sign of any struggle. The rug wasn’t
rumpled; the table between the body and the rug appeared correctly
aligned in its normal place.
The
numbness was wearing off. Emotions welled; Lucifer’s senses
flickered, then flared to life.
He
was cursing beneath his breath; he felt like he’d been kicked
in the gut. After the serenity outside, finding Horatio like
this seemed obscene—a nightmare he knew there’d be no
waking from. Deadening loss engulfed him; his earlier anticipation
lay like bitter ashes on his tongue. Pressing his lips tight,
he drew in a deep breath—
He
wasn’t alone.
In
the instant he sensed it, he heard a sound. Then came a clunk
and a scuffle behind him.
He
sprang to his feet, gripping the letter knife—
A
heavy weight crashed down on his skull.
It
hurt like hell.
He
lay slumped on the floor. He must have gone down like a sack
of bricks, but he couldn’t remember the impact. He had no
idea whether he’d lost consciousness and only just regained
it, or whether he’d only just reached the floor. Exerting
every last ounce of his will, he cracked open his lids. Horatio’s
face swam into—and out of—focus. Closing his eyes, he
bit back a groan. With luck, the murderer would think he was
insensate. He almost was. The black tide of unconsciousness
surged and dragged, trying to suck him under—grimly, he
resisted its pull.
The
letter knife was still in his fist, but his right arm was
trapped beneath his body. He couldn’t move. His body felt
like a lead weight he was trapped within; he couldn’t defend
himself. He should have checked the room first, but the sight
of Horatio, lying there still bleeding...damn!
He
waited, oddly detached, wondering if the murderer would stop
to finish him off or just flee. He hadn’t heard anyone leaving,
but he wasn’t sure he could hear at all.
How
long had he been lying there?
From
behind the door, Phyllida Tallent stared wide-eyed at the
gentleman now stretched lifeless beside Horatio Welham’s
body. A squeak of dismay escaped her—the ridiculous sound
prodded her into action. Dragging in a breath, she stepped
forward, bent and wrapped both hands about the pole of the
halberk now lying across the fallen man. Felled man. He’d
definitely been felled.
Bracing,
she counted to three, then hauled—the heavy head of the
halberk rose. She staggered, boots shuffling as she fought
to swing the unwieldy weapon aside.
She
hadn’t meant it to fall.
Having
only just walked in and discovered Horatio’s body, she hadn’t
been thinking at all clearly when the stranger’s footsteps
had sounded on the gravel outside. She’d panicked, thinking
him the murderer returning to remove the body. With all the
village in church, she couldn’t imagine who else it could
have been.
He’d
called a "Hello," but so might a murderer checking
to see if anyone else had come upon the scene. She’d frantically
searched for a hiding place, but the long drawing room was
lined with bookcases—the only gap that would have hidden
her from the door had been too far away for her to reach in
time. Desperate, she’d secreted herself in the only available
spot—in the shadows behind the open door, between the frame
and the last bookshelf, squeezing in alongside the halberk.
The
hiding place had served, but once she’d realized from his
actions and his muttered expletives that this man was no murderer,
and after she’d debated the wisdom of showing herself—the
daughter of the local magistrate and quite old enough to know
better than to slip into other peoples’ houses dressed in
breeches to search for still other peoples’ misplaced personal
belongings—once she’d got past all that and realized that
this was murder and she’d gone to step forward to make herself
known, her shoulder had nudged the halberk.
Its
descent had been inexorable.
She’d
grabbed it and fought vainly to halt it or deflect it—in
the end, all she’d been able to do was twist it enough so
that the heavy blade had not struck the man’s head. If it
had, he’d have died. As it was, the hemisphere at the side
of the iron axe-head had connected with a sickening thud.
With
the halberk finally angled to the side, she lowered it to
the floor. Only then did she realize she’d been repeating
a breathless litany: Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God!
Wiping
her palms on her breeches, sick to her stomach, she looked
at her innocent victim. The sound of the halberk connecting
with his skull echoed in her ears. It hadn’t helped that
he’d chosen that precise moment to leap to his feet. He’d
come up propelled like a spring, only to meet the halberk
going down.
He’d
hit the floor with a sickening thud, too. He hadn’t moved
since.
Steeling
herself, she stepped over the pole. "Oh, God—please
don’t let me have killed him!" Horatio had been murdererd,
and now she’d murdered a stranger. What was her world coming
to?
Panic
gnawing at her nerves, she sank to her knees; the gentleman
lay slumped forward, facing Horatio.
Lucifer
sensed a presence approaching. He couldn’t hear, he couldn’t
see, but he knew when they knelt at his back. The murderer.
He had to assume that. If only he could gather enough strength,
even to lift his lids...he tried but nothing happened. Unconsciousness
welled, lapping about him—he refused to let go and sink
under. There was a roaring in his head. Even through it, he
knew when the murderer reached out. The roaring in his head
escalated—
Fingers—small
fingers—touched his cheek gently, hesitantly.
The
touch blazed across his brain.
Not
the murderer. Relief swept through him, and relentlessly carried
him into the black.
Phyllida
traced the fallen man’s cheek, mesmerized by the stark beauty
of his face. He looked like a fallen angel—such classically
pure lines could not possibly be found on mortal men. His
brow was wide, his nose patrician, his thick hair very dark,
sable-black. His eyes were large under arched black brows.
His lids didn’t flicker; her stomach clenched tight. Then
she saw his lips, lean and mobile, ease, softening as if he’d
exhaled.
"Please,
please, don’t die!"
Frantically,
she searched for a pulse at his throat, ruining his cravat
in the process. She nearly fainted with relief when she found
the throbbing beat, steady and strong. "Thank God!"
She sagged. Without thinking, she carefully rearranged his
cravat, smoothing the folds—he was so beautiful and she
hadn’t killed him.
Wheels
crunched heavily on the gravel drive.
Phyllida
jerked upright. Her eyes flew wide. The murderer?
Her
panicky wits calmed enough for her to distinguish voices as
the conveyance rolled on around the house. Not the murderer—the
Manor staff. She looked at the unconscious stranger.
For
the first time in her life, she found it difficult to think.
Her heart was still racing; she felt lightheaded. Dragging
in a breath, she fought to concentrate. Horatio was dead;
she couldn’t change that. Indeed, she knew nothing of any
relevance. His friend was unconscious and would remain so
for some time—she should make sure he was well-tended. That
was the least she should do.
But
here she was in Horatio’s drawing room, in breeches, instead
of being laid down on her bed at the Grange with a sick headache.
And she couldn’t explain why, not without revealing her
reason for being here—those misplaced personal belongings.
Worse, they weren’t hers—she didn’t actually know why
they were so important, why their revelation was to be avoided
at all costs, which made it all the more incumbent on her
not to reveal their existence. Aside from anything else, she’d
been sworn to secrecy.
Damn!
She was going to be discovered any minute. Mrs. Hemmings,
the manor housekeeper, would even now be entering the kitchen.
Think!
What
if, instead of waiting here and landing herself in a morass
of impossible explanations, she left, cut home through the
wood, changed and returned? She could easily think of an errand.
She could be back in ten minutes. Then she could make sure
Horatio’s body had been discovered, and oversee the tending
of the stranger.
That
was a sensible plan.
Phyllida
clambered to her feet. Her legs wobbled; she still felt woozy.
She was about to turn away when the hat on the table beyond
Horatio’s body caught her eye.
Had
the stranger carried a hat when he’d entered? She hadn’t
noticed it, but he was so large, he could have reached forward
and put it on the table without her seeing.
Gentlemen’s
hats often had their name embroidered on the inside band.
Stepping around Horatio’s body, Phyllida reached for the
brown hat—
"I’ll
just go up and check on the master. Keep an eye on that pot,
will you?"
Phyllida
forgot about the hat. She shot through the hall, out of the
front door, then raced across the side lawn and dived into
the shrubbery.
*
* *
"Juggs,
open this door."
The
words, uttered in a tone Lucifer instantly associated with
his mother, jerked him back to consciousness.
"Nah—can’t
do that," a heavy male voice answered. "Mightn’t
be wise."
"Wise?"
The woman’s tone had risen. After a pause during which Lucifer
could almost hear her rein in her temper, she asked, "Has
he regained consciousness at all since you picked him up from
the Manor?"
So
he was no longer at the Manor. Where the hell was he?
"Nah!
Out like a light, he is."
He
wasn’t, but he might as well have been. Beyond hearing,
his senses weren’t functioning well—he couldn’t feel
much beyond the massive ache in his head. He was lying on
his side on some very hard surface. The air was cool and held
a hint of musty dust. He couldn’t lift his lids—even that
much movement was still beyond him.
He
was helpless.
"How
do you know he’s still alive?" The woman’s imperious
tone left little doubt she was a lady.
"Alive?
‘Course he’s alive—why wouldn’t he be? Just swooned,
that’s all."
"Swooned?
Juggs, you’re an innkeeper. For how long do swooned men
stay swooned, especially if they’re jolted about in a cart
in the fresh air?"
Juggs
snorted. "He’s a swell—who knows how long they stay
swooned for? Right liverish lot, they are."
"They
found him slumped by Mr. Welham’s body—what if he hasn’t
swooned but sustained some injury?"
"How
could he have sus...got any injury?"
"Maybe
he fought with the murderer, trying to save Mr. Welham."
"Nah!
That way, we’d have his nibs here, and someone else the
murderer—that’d make two people coming in separate from
outside in one day with no one seeing either of ‘em, and
that just plain doesn’t happen."
The
lady lost all patience. "Juggs—open this door! What
if the gentleman dies, all because you decided he’d swooned
when that wasn’t so at all? We have to check."
"He’s
swooned, I tell you—not a mark on him that Thompson or I
could see."
Lucifer
gathered every last shred of his strength. If he wanted help,
he was going to have to assist the lady—he didn’t want
her going away defeated, leaving him with the uncaring innkeeper.
He lifted one hand—his arm shook...he forced the hand to
his head. He heard a groan, then realized it was his.
"There!
See?" The lady sounded triumphant. "It’s his head
that hurts—the back of his head. Why, if he’d simply swooned?
Quickly, Juggs—open the door! There’s something very wrong
here."
Lucifer
let his hand fall. If he could have, he would have roared
at Juggs to open the damned door. Of course there was something
wrong—the murderer had coshed him. What on earth did they
think had happened?
"Maybe
he hit his head when he fell," Juggs grumbled.
Why
the hell did they imagine he’d fallen? But the jingle of
keys pushed the thought from Lucifer’s mind—the lady had
won; she was coming to his aid. A lock clanked, then a heavy
door scraped. Quick footsteps briskly crossed stone, heading
his way.
A
small hand touched his shoulder. A warm, feminine-soft presence
leaned near.
"Everything
will be all right in a moment." Her tone was low and
soothing. "Just let me check your head."
She
was hovering over him; his senses had returned enough to tell
him she wasn’t as old as he’d thought. The realization
gave him the strength to lift his lids, albeit only a fraction.
She
saw and smiled encouragingly, brushing back the lock of hair
that had fallen across his brow.
The
pain in his head evaporated. Opening his eyes further, Lucifer
drank in the details of her face. She was not a girl, but
she would still qualify as a young lady. Somewhere in her
early twenties, but her face held more character, more strength
and blatant determination than was common for her years. He
noted it, but it was not that that held him, that captured
his awareness to the exclusion of the debilitating pain in
his head.
Her
brown eyes were large, wide and filled with concern—with
an open empathy that reached past his cynical shields and
touched him. Those lovely eyes were framed by a wide forehead
and delicately arched brows, by dark hair, almost as dark
as his, cut short to curve about her head like a sleek helmet.
Her nose was straight, her chin tapered, her lips...
The
sudden surge of sensual thoughts and impulses for once didn’t
sit well—Horatio was dead. He let his lids fall.
"You’ll
feel much better directly," she promised, "once
we move you to a more comfortable bed."
Behind
her, Juggs snorted. "Aye—he’s that sort of gentleman,
I’d wager. A murderer and the other, too."
Lucifer
ignored Juggs. The lady knew he was no murderer, and she now
had the upper hand. Her fingers slid through his hair, carefully
feeling about his wound. He tensed, then bit back a groan
when she gingerly probed.
"See?"
She pressed aside his hair so the air touched his wound. "He’s
been hit on the back of the head with something—some weapon."
Juggs
hurrumped. "P’rhaps he hit his head on that table in
the Manor drawing room when he swooned."
"Juggs!
You know as well as I do this wound is too severe for that."
Eyes
closed, Lucifer breathed shallowly. Pain was rolling over
him in sickening waves. In desperation, he conjured the image
of the lady’s face, struggled to concentrate on that and
hold the pain at bay. Her throat had been slender, graceful.
That augered well for the rest of her. She’d mentioned a
bed...he broke off that train of thought, once again disconcerted
by its direction.
"‘Ere—let
me see," Juggs grudgingly said.
A
heavy hand touched Lucifer’s skull—his head exploded with
pain.
*
* *
"Papa,
this man is seriously injured."
His
guardian angel’s voice drew Lucifer back to the living.
He had no idea how much time had elapsed since last he’d
been with them.
"He’s
been hit very violently on the back of the head—Juggs has
seen the wound, too."
"Hmm."
Heavier footsteps approached. "That right, Juggs?"
A
new voice, deep, cultured but tinged with the local county
accent—Lucifer wondered just who "Papa" was.
"Aye—looks
like he’s been coshed good and proper." Juggs—the
clod—was still with them.
"The
wound’s on the back of his skull, you say?"
"Yes—here."
Lucifer felt the lady’s fingers part his hair. "But
don’t touch." "Papa" thankfully didn’t.
"It seems very sensitive—he regained consciousness
for a moment, but fainted when Juggs touched his head."
"Hardly
surprising. That’s quite a blow he’s taken. Administered
with that old halberk of Horatio’s by the look of it. Hemmings
said he found it beside this gentleman. Given the thing’s
weight, it’s a wonder he isn’t dead."
Letting
his hair fall, the lady stated, "So it’s obvious he’s
not the murderer."
"Not
with that wound and the halberk lying beside him. Looks like
the murderer hid behind the door and coshed him when he discovered
the body. Mrs. Hemmings swears the thing couldn’t have fallen
on its own. Seems clear enough. So, we’ll just have to wait
and see what this gentleman can tell us once he regains his
senses."
Precious
little, Lucifer mentally answered.
"Well,
he’s not going to get better lying in this cell." The
lady’s voice had developed a decisive note.
"Indeed
not. Can’t understand what Bristleford was about, thinking
this fellow was the murderer who’d swooned at the sight
of blood."
Swooned
at the sight of blood? If he’d been able, Lucifer would
have snorted derisively, but he still couldn’t speak or
move. The pain in his head was just waiting for a chance to
bludgeon him into unconsciousness. The most he could do was
lie still and listen, and learn all he could. While the lady
held sway, he was safe—she seemed to have taken his best
interests to heart.
"I
thought Bristleford said he had the knife in ‘is fist."
That
came from Juggs, of course.
"Papa"
snorted. "Self-defence. Had a moment’s warning the
murderer was behind him and grabbed the only weapon to hand.
Not much use against a halberk, unfortunately. No—it was
obvious someone had found the body and turned it. Can’t
see the murderer bothering—it wasn’t as if Horatio would
have been carrying any valuables in his nightshirt."
"So
this man is innocent," the lady reiterated. "We
really should move him to the Grange."
"I’ll
ride back and send the carriage," "Papa" replied.
"I’ll
wait here. Tell Gladys to pile as many cushions and pillows
as she can into the carriage, and..."
The
lady’s words faded as she moved away; Lucifer stopped trying
to listen. She’d said she’d stay by him. It sounded like
the Grange was "Papa’s" residence, so presumably
she lived there, too. He hoped she did. He wanted to see more
of her once the pain had gone. The pain in his head, and the
pain around his heart.
Horatio
had been a very dear friend—how dear he hadn’t realized
until now, now that he was gone. He touched on his grief,
but was too weak to deal with it. Shifting his mind away,
he tried to find some way past the pain but it seemed to feed
on the effort.
So
he simply lay there and waited.
He
heard the lady return; others were with her. What followed
wasn’t pleasant. Luckily, he wasn’t far removed from unconsciousness;
he was only dimly aware of being lifted. He expected to feel
the jolting of a carriage; if he did, the sensation didn’t
make it past the pain.
Then
he was on a bed, being undressed. His senses flickered weakly,
registering that there were two women present; from their
hands and voices, they were both older than his guardian angel.
He would have helped them if he could, but even that was beyond
him. They fussed and insisted on pulling a nightshirt over
his head, being inordinately careful of his injured skull.
They
made him comfortable in soft pillows and sweet-smelling sheets,
then they left him in blessed peace.
*
* *
Phyllida
looked in on her patient as soon as Gladys, their housekeeper,
reported that he was settled.
Miss
Sweet, her old governess, sat tatting in a chair by the window.
"He’s resting quietly," Sweetie mouthed.
Phyllida
nodded and went to the bed. They’d left him sprawled on
his stomach to spare his sore head. He was much larger than
she’d realized—the broad expanse of his shoulders and
chest, the long lines of his back, the even longer length
of his legs—his body dominated the bed. He wasn’t, perhaps,
the largest man she’d seen, but she suspected he should
have been the most vital. Instead, a sullen heaviness invested
his limbs, a weighted tension quite unlike relaxation. She
peered at his face; the section she could see was pale, still
starkly handsome but stony, lacking all sense of life. The
lips that should have held the hint of a wicked smile were
compressed to a thin line.
Sweetie
was wrong—he was unconscious, not truly resting at all.
Phyllida
straightened. Guilt swept her. It had been her fault he’d
been hit. She glided back to Sweetie. "I’m going to
the Manor—I’ll be back in an hour."
Sweetie
smiled and nodded. With one last glance at the bed, Phyllida
left the room.
*
* *
"I
really couldn’t say, sir."
Phyllida
entered the Manor’s front hall to find Bristleford, Horatio’s
butler, being interrogated by Mr. Lucius Appleby directly
before the closed drawing room door. They both turned. Appleby
bowed. "Miss Tallent."
Phyllida
returned his nod. "Good afternoon, sir." Many local
ladies considered Appleby’s fair good looks attractive,
but she found him too cold for her taste.
"Sir
Cedric asked me to inquire as to the details of Mr. Welham’s
death," Appleby explained, clearly conscious of the need
to excuse his intrusion. He was secretary to Sir Cedric Fortemain,
a local landowner; no one would be surprised at Sir Cedric’s
interest. "Bristleford was just telling me that Sir Jasper
has declared himself satisfied that the gentleman discovered
by the body is not the murderer."
"That’s
correct. The murderer is as yet unknown." Unwilling to
encourage further discussion, Phyllida turned to Bristleford.
"I’ve asked John Ostler to tend the gentleman’s horses."
His magnificent horses—even to her untutored eye, the pair
were expensive beauties. Her twin brother, Jonas, would be
over to see them just as soon as he learned of their existence.
"We’ll put them in the stables here—the stables at
the Grange are full now my aunt Huddlesford and my cousins
have arrived."
They’d
arrived that afternoon, just as she’d been rushing off to
rescue the unknown gentlemen; because of her useless cousins,
she’d been too late to save him from Juggs’s clutches.
Bristleford
frowned. "If you think that’s best..."
"I
do. It seems obvious the gentleman was coming here to visit—presumably
he was a friend of Mr. Welham’s."
"I
don’t know, miss. The Hemmings and I haven’t been with
the master long enough to know all his friends."
"Quite.
No doubt Covey will know." Covey was Horatio’s valet
and had been with him for many years. "I take it he’s
not back yet?"
"No,
miss. He’ll be devastated."
Phyllida
nodded. "I just looked in to pick up the gentleman’s
hat."
"Hat?"
Bristleford stared. "There was no hat, miss."
Phyllida
blinked. "Are you sure?"
"Nothing
in the drawing room or out here." Bristleford looked
around. "Perhaps in his carriage?"
Phyllida
fabricated a smile. "No, no—I just assumed he must
have had a hat. No cane either?"
Bristleford
shook his head.
"Well,
then, I’ll be off." With a nod for Appleby, who returned
it politely, Phyllida walked out of the house.
She
paused beneath the portico, looking out over Horatio’s gorgeous
garden. A chill washed down her spine.
There
had been a hat—a brown one. If it didn’t belong to the
gentleman and hadn’t been there when the Hemmings and Bristleford
discovered the body...
The
chill intensified. Lifting her head, Phyllida glanced about,
then walked quickly to the gate and hurried home.
*
* *
The
pain in his head grew worse.
Lucifer
tossed and turned, struggling to escape the needles driving
into his brain. Hands tried to restrain him; gentle voices
tried to soothe him. He realized they wanted him to lie still—he
tried, but the pain wouldn’t let him.
Then
his guardian angel returned. He heard her voice at the edge
of his awareness; for her, he found strength and lay still.
She bathed his face, neck and the backs of his shoulders with
lavender water, then placed cool cloths over his wound. The
pain ebbed, and he sighed.
She
left, and he grew restless again. But before the pain could
peak, she returned and changed the cloths, then sat beside
the bed, one cool hand on the back of his wrist.
He
relaxed. Eventually, he slept.
*
* *
When
he awoke, she was gone.
It
was dark; the house was quiet, slumbering. Lucifer lifted
his head—the pain stopped him. Gritting his teeth, he shifted
onto his side; raising his head just a fraction, he looked
around. An older woman in a mob cap sat slumped in an armchair
by the window. Focusing his hearing, he could detect gentle
snores.
The
fact that he could reassured him. Setting his temple back
down on the pillow, he took stock. While still painful when
he moved, his head was otherwise much better. He could think
without agony. He stretched, flexing his limbs, careful not
to shift his head. Relaxing again, he did the same with his
senses; all seemed in working order. He might not yet be hale,
but he was whole.
That
established, he reconnoitered his surroundings. Bit by bit,
the immediate past cleared and his memories fell into coherent
order. He was in a chamber comfortably furnished in a manner
befitting a gentleman’s residence. Recollecting that "Papa"
had been called upon to pass judgement over his involvement
in Horatio’s death, "Papa" might well be the local
magistrate. If so, he’d made contact with the one gentleman
above all others he needed to know. As soon as he was well
enough to lift his head, he intended finding Horatio’s killer.
His
thoughts paused...he pushed them in a different direction.
His guardian angel wasn’t here—doubtless, she was asleep
in her bed...
Not
that direction.
Inwardly,
he sighed. Then, closing his eyes, sinking into the bed, he
opened his mind and let his grief take him.
Let sorrow for the good times he would not now share with
Horatio rise and spill over—let grief for the passing of
one who had, in one way, been a kind of father, well and pour
through him. No more the joy of shared discoveries, the eager
quest for information, the shared hunt to pin down some elusive
provenance.
The
memories lived, but Horatio was gone. A formative chapter
in his life had ended. It was difficult to accept that he’d
reached the last page and now had to close the book.
Grief
ebbed and left him empty. He’d seen death too many times
for the shock to hold him for long. He came from a warrior
caste; unjust death was the trigger for one of his most primal
responses. Revenge—not for personal satisfaction but in
the name of justice.
Horatio’s
death would not go unavenged.
He
lay in the soft sheets while grief transmuted to anger, eventually
coalescing into icy resolution. His emotions hardened, he
mentally returned to the scene, replaying every step, every
recollection, until he came to the touch...
Fingers
that small belonged to a child or a woman. Given the fascination
behind the touch—one he recognized instinctively—he would
wager his entire collection that a woman had been there. A
woman who was not the murderer. Horatio may have been old
but he hadn’t been so infirm that a woman could have stabbed
him so neatly. Few women would have the strength, or the knowledge.
So—Horatio
had been murdered. Then he had entered and the murderer had
coshed him with the halberk. Then the woman had entered and
found him.
No—that
couldn’t be right. Horatio’s body had been turned before
he had arrived; he agreed with "Papa"—it hadn’t
been the murderer who’d done that. The woman must have,
then she’d hidden when he appeared.
She
must have seen the murderer strike him, then leave. Why hadn’t
she raised the alarm? Some man called Hemmings had done that.
Something
more than the obvious was afoot. He revisited the facts, but
couldn’t shake that conclusion.
A
board in the hallway creaked. Lucifer listened. A minute later,
the door to his room opened.
He
remained relaxed on his side, lids lowered so he appeared
asleep but he could see through his lashes. He heard a soft
click as the door shut, then footsteps padded across the floorboards;
a pool of candlelight approached.
His
guardian angel came into view. She was in her nightgown.
She
halted six feet away, studying his face. One hand held the
candlestick; the other rested between her breasts, anchoring
her shawl. It was the first time he’d seen all of her; he
didn’t try to stop himself looking, noting, assessing. Her
face was as he recalled, wide eyes, tapered chin and sleek
dark hair giving an impression of intelligence and feminine
resolve. She was of average height, slender but not thin.
Her breasts were full and high, nipples just discernible beneath
the shawl’s fringe. He couldn’t judge her waist under
the nightgown, but her hips were neatly rounded, her thighs
sleek.
Her
feet were bare. His gaze locked on them, tantalizingly revealed
then concealed beneath her nightgown. Small, naked, intensely
feminine feet. Slowly, he dragged his gaze back up to her
face.
While
he’d studied her, she’d been studying him; her dark eyes
roamed his face, taking in, it seemed, every line. Then she
turned away.
Lucifer
bit back an urge to call to her. He wanted to thank her—she’d
been a madonna of kindness and caring—but if he made a sound
he’d scare her out of her wits. He watched her stop by the
sleeping woman; setting her candlestick down, she lifted a
blanket, shook it out, then tucked it about the other woman.
As she turned away, candle once more in hand, the soft light
lit her smile.
She
started for the door but, as if she’d heard his silent plea,
she halted before she passed the bed. She looked his way,
then, hesitantly, she drew nearer. And nearer.
Holding
the candle aside so his face was screened by her body, she
rested against the bed a foot away and studied his face anew.
He fought to keep his lids steady; he could only just see
her face. Her eyes were fathomless, her expression unreadable.
Then
she released her grip on her shawl. Slowly, she reached out.
With her fingertips, she lightly traced his cheek.
Lucifer
felt like he’d been branded—and he recognized the brand.
He surged up on one elbow, seizing her wrist, transfixing
her with a glare.
She
gasped; the sound echoed through the room. The candlelight
wavered wildly, then steadied. Eyes dilated, she stared at
him.
He
tightened his grip and held her gaze. "It was you."
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