THE
TRUTH ABOUT LOVE - EXCERPT
CHAPTER 1
London,
Early June 1831.
"Mr.
Cunningham, as I've already made clear, I have no interest
whatever in painting a portrait of Lord Tregonning's daughter."
Gerrard Reginald Debbington lounged elegantly in an armchair
in the smoking room of his select gentleman's club. Concealing
his mounting frustration, he held Lord Tregonning's agent's
gaze. "I agreed to this meeting in the hope that Lord
Tregonning, having been informed of my refusal of the commission
to paint the portrait, had agreed to allow me access to the
Hellebore Hall gardens."
He
was, after all, the ton's foremost landscape painter; Lord
Tregonning's famous gardens were long overdue a visit from
such as he.
Cunningham
blanched. Clearing his throat, he glanced down at the papers
spread on the small table between them.
Around
them, a discreet hum held sway; Gerrard was peripherally aware
of occasional glances thrown their way. Other members saw
him, but on noticing Cunningham, they checked; recognizing
that business was being conducted, they refrained from intruding.
Cunningham
was in his mid-twenties, some years younger than Gerrard's
twenty-nine. Attired in sober, rusty black over serviceable
linen and a biscuit-colored waistcoat, his round face, faint
frown and the intent attention he gave to his papers marked
him clearly as someone's business agent.
By
the time Cunningham deigned to speak, Gerrard had a sketch
assembled in his head, titled "Business agent at work."
"Lord
Tregonning has instructed me to convey that while he appreciates
your reservations over committing to a portrait of a subject
you haven't yet seen, such reservations only strengthen his
conviction that you are indeed the painter he needs for this
work. His lordship fully comprehends that you will paint his
daughter as you see her, without any obfuscation. That is
precisely what he wishes-he wants the portrait to be a faithful
rendition, to accurately portray Miss Tregonning as she truly
is."
Gerrard's
lips thinned; this was going nowhere.
Without
looking up, Cunningham went on, "In addition to the fee
offered, you may take as many months short of a year as you
deem necessary to complete the portrait, and over that time
you will have unfettered access and unrestricted permission
to sketch and paint the gardens of Hellebore Hall. Should
you wish, you may bring a friend or companion; you would both
be accommodated at Hellebore Hall for the duration of your
stay."
Gerrard
stifled his exasperation. He hadn't needed to hear that offer
again, no matter how sweetly laced; he'd turned it down two
weeks ago, when Cunningham had first sought him out.
Stirring,
he caught Cunningham's eye. "Your employer misunderstands
- I do not, indeed, have never painted on commission. Painting
is an abiding interest, one I'm wealthy enough to indulge.
Painting portraits, however, is no more than an incidental
pastime, successful perhaps, but not in the main of serious
attraction to me, to my painterly soul if you will."
Not
strictly true, but in the present circumstance, apt enough.
"While I would be delighted to have the opportunity to
paint the Hellebore Hall gardens, not even that is sufficient
incentive to tempt me to agree to a portrait I have no inclination,
or need, to paint."
Cunningham
held his gaze. He drew in a tight breath, glanced briefly
down, then looked up again, his gaze fixing over Gerrard's
left shoulder. "His lordship instructed me to inform
you that this will be his final offer...and that should you
refuse it, he will be forced to find some other painter to
undertake the portrait, and that other painter will be accorded
the same license in respect of the gardens as was offered
to you. Subsequently, Lord Tregonning will ensure that during
his lifetime and that of his immediate heirs, no other artist
will be allowed access to the gardens of Hellebore Hall."
Suppressing
his reaction, remaining seated, took all Gerrard's considerable
willpower. What the devil was Tregonning about, resorting
to what amounted to extortion....
He
looked away, unseeing.
One
thing was clear. Lord Tregonning was bound and determined
to have him paint his daughter.
Leaning
his elbow on the chair arm, his clenched jaw on his fist,
fixing his gaze across the room he searched for some acceptable
way out of the well-baited trap. None immediately leapt to
mind; his violent antipathy to allowing some portrait panderer
to be the only artist to gain access to the fabulous landscapes
said to surround Hellebore Hall was clouding his perception.
He
looked at Cunningham. "I need to consider his lordship's
proposal more carefully."
Given
the clipped accents that had infected his speech, he wasn't
surprised that Cunningham kept his expression carefully neutral.
The agent nodded once. "Yes, of course. How long...?"
"Twenty-four
hours." If he let such a subject torture him for any
longer, unresolved, he'd go insane. He rose and extended his
hand. "You're at the Cumberland, I believe?"
Hurriedly
gathering his papers, Cunningham stood and grasped his hand.
"Yes. Ah...I'll wait to hear from you."
Gerrard
nodded curtly. He remained by the chair until Cunningham had
left, then stirred and followed him out.
He
walked the parks of the capital - St. James, Green Park, then
into Hyde Park. A poor choice; his boots had barely touched
the lawn when he was hailed by Lady Swaledale, eager to introduce
him to her daughter and her niece. A bevy of matrons with
bright-eyed damsels in tow leaned from their carriages, hoping
to catch his attention; others hovered, parading along the
grassed verge.
Spotting
his aunt, Minnie, Lady Bellamy, in her carriage drawn up by
the side of the Avenue, he excused himself to a particularly
clinging fond mama on the grounds of paying his respects.
The instant he reached the carriage, he grasped Minnie's hand
and with an extravagant gesture, kissed it. "I'm throwing
myself on your mercy - save me," he implored.
Minnie
chortled. She patted his hand and leaned down to offer her
lined cheek, which he dutifully bussed. "If you'd just
make your choice, dear, they'd go off and hunt someone else."
"Not,
of course, that we want you to rush your choice." Timms,
Minnie's companion, leaned forward to give Gerrard her hand.
"But while you remain unattached, you must expect to
be pursued."
Gerrard
assumed an expression of mock-dismay. "Et tu, Timms?"
Timms
snorted. She'd grown more gaunt with the years, but there
was nothing wrong with her mind.
Or
with Minnie's; she regarded him shrewdly, if affectionately.
"Endowed as you are with an excellent estate, and the
business interests the Cynsters have sponsored you into, let
alone being my principal heir, there's no getting away from
it, m'boy - if you'd been as ugly as sin you might have given
them pause, but as you are, celebrated gentleman painter that
you've become, you're in a fair way to being a matchmaking
mama's fondest dream."
Gerrard
looked his disgust. "I'm not at all sure marriage, at
least in the near future, is in my best interests."
That
was his current stance, although not one he'd to date shared
with anyone else.
"Oh?"
Minnie opened her eyes wide. Serious for a moment, she searched
his face, then her soft smile returned. "I wouldn't worry
your head with such considerations, dear." She patted
his hand. "When the right lady appears, it'll all be
very plain."
Timms
nodded sagely. "Indeed. No sense imagining it'll be up
to you to decide."
Far
from reassuring him, their words elicited a twinge of alarm.
He hid it behind a smile. Sighting a group of friends, he
seized the opportunity to retreat; farewelling Minnie and
Timms, he strolled across the lawn.
The
four gentlemen hailed him. All were known to him; all, like
him, were of marriageable age and condition. They were standing
a little apart, surveying the field.
"The
Curtiss chit's quite fetching, ain't she?" Philip Montogomery
raised his glass the better to observe the beauty parading
with her two sisters.
"If
you can stand the giggling," Elmore Standish replied.
"For my money, the Etherington girl's more the ticket."
Gerrard
half listened to their commentary; he was one of them in the
social sense, yet his unconventional hobby set him apart.
It had opened his eyes to a truth his peers had yet to see.
He
exchanged a few comments, wrily cynical, then walked on, into
the relative safety of Kensington Gardens. At that hour, the
gravel walks were busy with nannies and nursemaids watching
over their charges as they romped on the lawns. Few gentlemen
strolled there; ladies of the ton rarely ventured that way.
He'd
intended refocusing on Lord Tregonning's outrageous proposition;
instead, the gay shrieks of the youngsters distracted him,
sending his mind down a quite different track.
Family.
Children. The next generation. A wife. A successful marriage.
All
were elements he assumed one day he'd have; they still spoke
to something in him, still meant something to him. They were
things he still desired. Yet ironically, while his painting,
especially his portraits, had elevated him to a position where
he could have his pick of the unattached ladies, the very
talent that enabled him to create such striking art had opened
his eyes, and left him wary.
Of
taking a wife. Of marriage. Most especially of love.
It
wasn't a matter he was comfortable discussing; even thinking
of love made him uneasy, as if doing so was somehow tempting
fate. Yet what he'd seen and grappled with while painting
his sister Patience and her husband, Vane Cynster, and later
the other couples who'd sat for him, what he'd reacted to
and striven to portray on canvas was so inherently powerful
he'd have had to be blind not to comprehend the ability of
that power to impact on his life. To affect him, to distract
him. Perhaps to sap the creative energy he needed to give
his works life.
If
he surrendered to it.
If
he ever fell in love, would he still be able to paint? Would
falling in love, marrying for love, as his sister and so many
others in his wider family had, be a wellspring of joy, or
a creative disaster?
When
painting, he poured all he was into the act, all his energies,
all his passions; if he succumbed to love, would it drain
him and impair his ability to paint? Was there even a connection
- was the passion that fired love the same as that which fired
his creative talent, or were the two totally separate?
He'd
thought long and hard, but had found little comfort. Painting
was an intrinsic part of him; every instinct he possessed
violently recoiled from any act that might reduce his ability
to paint.
So
he'd recoiled from marriage. Stepped back. Regardless of Timms's
view, he'd made the decision that for him, at least for the
next several years, love was an emotion he'd do well to avoid;
marriage, therefore, did not presently feature on his horizon.
That
decision ought to have settled his mind. Instead, he remained
restless, dissatisfied. Not yet at peace with his direction.
Regardless,
he couldn't see any other sensible course.
Refocusing,
he discovered he'd stopped; he stood staring at a group of
children playing about the pond. His fingers itched, a familiar
symptom of the craving for a pencil and sketch pad. He remained
for several minutes, letting the vignettes of children at
play sink into his visual memory, then moved on.
This
time, he succeeded in turning his mind to Lord Tregonning's
offer. To considering its pros and cons. Desires, instincts
and the consequent impulses left him twisting in the wind,
swinging first this way, then that. Returning to the bridge
over the Serpentine, he halted and took stock.
In
three hours he'd accomplished precisely nothing, beyond confirming
how accurately Tregonning had read him. He couldn't discuss
such a proposal with any fellow artist; his non-artist friends
wouldn't comprehend how tempted yet torn he felt.
He
needed to talk to someone who understood.
It
was nearly five o'clock when he climbed the steps of Vane
and Patience Cynster's house in Curzon Street. Patience was
his older sister. His parents had died when he was young;
Patience had been his surrogate parent for years. When she'd
married Vane, Gerrard had found himself welcomed into the
Cynster fold, treated as one of the family, as Vane's protégé.
In becoming the man he now was, the influence of the Cynsters
had been critical, a fact for which he was deeply grateful.
His
father, Reggie, had been no satisfactory model; to the Cynsters,
Gerrard owed not just his financial success, but also his
elegance, his unshakable confidence, and that touch of hard-edged
arrogance that among tonnish gentlemen set them, and him,
apart.
In
reply to his knock, Bradshaw, Vane's butler, opened the door;
beaming, he assured him that Vane and Patience were indeed
in and presently to be found in the back parlor.
Gerrard
knew what that meant. Handing over his cane, he smiled and
waved Bradshaw back. "I'll announce myself."
"Indeed,
sir." Fighting a grin, Bradshaw bowed.
Gerrard
heard the shrieks before he opened the parlor door. The instant
he did, silence fell. Three heads jerked up, pinning him with
accusatory stares - then his nephews and niece realized who'd
dared to interrupt their playtime.
They
came to life like demons. Uttering ear-splitting cries of
"Uncle Gerrard!" they hurled themselves at him.
Laughing,
he caught the eldest, Christopher, and dangled him upside
down. Christopher shrieked with joy; laughing, Gregory jumped
up and down, peering into his brother's upturned face. Therese
joined in. After shaking Christopher thoroughly, Gerrard set
him down and, growling like an ogre, spread his arms and swept
the younger two up.
Juggling
them, he walked to the chaise facing the fireplace.
From
the armchair angled before the hearth, with her youngest son,
Martin, bobbing on her knees, Patience smiled indulgently
up at him.
His
broad shoulders propped against the side of Patience's chair,
Vane grinned; he'd been wrestling with the three older children
when Gerrard had walked in. "What brings you our way?
Surely not the chance to have your hair pulled by our resident
monsters."
Disengaging
Gregory's and Therese's death-grips on his previously neat
locks, Gerrard fleetingly returned the grin. "Oh, I don't
know." Setting the pair on the chaise, he dropped down
to sit between them. He looked from one to the other. "There's
a certain something about them, don't you think?"
The
children crowed, and seized the opening to bombard him with
tales of their recent exploits. He listened, as always drawn
in by their innocent, untarnished view of mundane events.
Eventually, they tired. The boys slumped on either side of
him; Therese yawned, slipped from the chaise and crawled into
her father's lap.
Vane
dropped a kiss on her soft curls and settled her, then looked
at Gerrard. "So what is it? There's obviously something."
Leaning
back, Gerrard told them of Lord Tregonning's offer.
"So
you see, I'm trapped. I absolutely definitely don't want to
do the portrait - his daughter will doubtless prove to be
a typical, spoilt featherbrain, worse, one who's used to ruling
as queen in her rustic territory. There'll be nothing there
for me to paint beyond vacuous selfinterest."
"She
might not be that bad," Patience said.
"There's
every likelihood she'll be even worse." He sighed deeply.
"I rue the day I allowed those portraits of the twins
to be shown."
From
his earliest years, he'd been a landscape artist. He still
was - it was his first and deepest calling - but ten years
ago, purely out of curiosity, he'd tried his hand at painting
portraits of couples. Vane and Patience had been the first
he'd asked to sit for him; that painting hung above the drawing
room fireplace in their house in Kent, safely private. He'd
subsequently painted other couples, all family or connections,
but the resulting paintings had always graced private rooms.
Yet his hankering for challenge had lured him on; after painting
portraits of each couple, he'd decided to paint matching portraits
of the Cynster twins, Amanda, now Countess of Dexter, and
Amelia, Viscountess Calverton, each holding their firstborn
sons.
Intended
to be hung in their country homes, those of the ton who saw
the portraits while they'd still been in London had set up
such a clamor the custodians of the Royal Academy had begged,
literally begged him to allow the works to be shown in the
annual portrait exhibition. The attention had been sweet;
he'd allowed himself to be persuaded.
And
had lived to regret it.
Vane
regarded him with amused affection. "So hard to be such
a success."
Gerrard
snorted. "I should appoint you my agent and let you deal
with the horde of matrons each of whom are ineradicably convinced
that their daughter is the perfect subject for my next great
portrait."
Patience
jigged Martin on her knee. "It is just one portrait."
Gerrard
shook his head. "That's not how it works. It's one of
those great risks - choosing a subject. At present, my reputation
is solid and intact. One truly ghastly portrait could incalculably
damage it. Regardless, I refuse to pander to the expectations
of my subjects, or their parents. I paint what I see, which
means Lord Tregonning and his darling daughter are very likely
to be disappointed."
The
children were growing restless. Patience rose as their nurse
looked in; she beckoned to the matronly woman and glanced
at the children. "It's time for your tea. Bread pudding
tonight, don't forget."
Gerrard
hid a wry smile as the allure of bread pudding trumped the
attraction of remaining with him. Both boys slid to the ground,
reciting polite farewells. Therese, helped up out of her father's
lap, blew him a kiss, then ran to beat her brothers out of
the door.
Patience
handed the baby over, then shut the door on her departing
brood and returned to her chair. "So why are you so agonized?
Simply decline his lordship's invitation."
"That's
just it." Gerrard raked his fingers through his hair.
"If I decline, I not only lose all chance of painting
the famous Garden of Night myself, but ensure that the only
painter who'll get the chance in the next fifty years will
be some portrait dabbler who probably won't even recognize
what he's looking at."
"Which
will be what?" Vane rose, stretched, then moved to another
chair. "What is it about these gardens that makes them
so special?"
"The
gardens of Hellebore Hall in Cornwall were originally designed
in 1710." Gerrard had searched out the details after
Cunningham had first called on him. "The area's unique-a
narrow protected valley angled southwest that captures the
weather in such a way that the most fantastic plants and trees
that grow nowhere else in England thrive there.
"The
house is situated at the head of the valley which runs all
the way to the sea. The proposed designs were seen by many,
and generated much excitement at the time. Subsequently, the
gardens were created over some thirty-odd years, but the family
turned reclusive. Very few people have seen the gardens complete."
He glanced at Patience. "The few who did were enraptured.
Landscape artists have been itching to paint the gardens of
Hellebore Hall for decades. None have succeeded in gaining
permission." His lips quirked. He glanced at Vane. "The
valley and its gardens lie within a large private estate,
and the cove is rocky and dangerous, so slipping in and sketching
on the sly has never been a viable option."
"So
every landscape painter in England - "
"And
the Continent and even the Americas."
"
- would jump at the opportunity to paint these gardens."
Vane cocked his head. "Are you sure you want to pass
up the chance?"
Gerrard
let out an explosive breath. "No. That's my problem.
Especially given the Garden of Night."
"Which
is?" Patience asked.
"The
gardens comprise multiple areas, each named for an ancient
god or mythical being. There's a Garden of Hercules, which
stands along one ridge and has lots of big, tall trees, and
a Garden of Artemis, with topiary animals, and so on.
"One
of the areas is the Garden of Venus. It contains a large number
of aphrodisiacs and heavily perfumed species, many of which
are night-blooming, and incorporates a grotto and a pool fed
by the stream that runs through the valley. It's located at
the valley's head, just below the house. Due to some quirk
of nature, that particular area grew rampant. One lucky soul
who saw it only a decade or so after planting described it
as a gothic heaven - a dark landscape to eclipse all others.
It became known as the Garden of Night."
He
paused, then added, "In landscape artist's terms, painting
the Garden of Night is akin to attaining the Holy Grail. It's
there, but has for generations remained out of reach."
Vane
grimaced. "Difficult choice."
Gerrard
nodded. "Very much a damned if I do, and damned if I
don't decision."
Patience
looked from one to the other. "Actually, the decision's
quite simple." She caught Gerrard's eye. "All you
have to decide is whether you're willing to risk that your
talent is up to the task of painting a reasonable portrait
of this young lady, against the certainty of being able to
paint your Holy Grail."
She
tilted her head. "Put it another way - how much do you
want to paint the Garden of Night? Enough to challenge yourself
to creating a decent portrait of one young lady?"
Gerrard
met her grey eyes, held her direct gaze. After a moment, he
glanced at Vane. "Sisters."
Vane
laughed.
*
* *
Even
after Patience's succinct reduction of the decision facing
him, he might have refused, if it hadn't been for the dream.
He spent the evening with Patience and Vane, idly chatting
about other things; when he parted from Patience in the hall,
she kissed his cheek and whispered, "You know what you
want to do, so do it. Take the risk."
He'd
smiled, patted her shoulder, then ambled home, wondering,
examining the possibilties, but increasingly along the lines
of how he might pull off a portrait of a vain flibbertigibbet
without being overtly insulting.
Reaching
his rooms in Duke Street, he climbed the stairs to his bedchamber.
Compton, his gentlemen's gentleman, came hurrying up to divest
him of his coat and bear it away to be brushed and accorded
all proper respect. Gerrard grinned, undressed and fell into
bed.
And
dreamed of the Garden of Night.
He'd
never seen it, yet it appeared so vivid, so enticing, so mesmerizingly
dark. So full of that dramatic energy that as a painter he
was most attuned to. There was danger and excitement, a hint
of menace, and something even more profound, more elementally
sinister lurking in its shadows.
It
called to him. Whispered seductively.
He
woke in the morning with the summons still fresh in his mind.
He
didn't believe in portents.
Rising,
donning a velvet robe over trousers and shirt, he went downstairs.
Making major decisions on an empty stomach was never wise.
He'd
barely made a start on ham and eggs when a rat-a-tat-tat knock
fell on the front door. Recognizing the signal, he reached
for the coffee pot and filled his cup - before the Honorable
Barnaby Adair could drain the pot dry.
The
parlor door flew open. "My heavens!" Barnaby, a
tall, elegant, golden-haired figure sporting a dramatically
hunted look, swept in. "May the saints preserve me from
all doting mamas!" His gaze fell on the coffee pot. "Any
left?"
Smiling,
Gerrard waved at both pot and platters as Compton hurried
in with an additional place setting. "Help yourself."
"Thank
you - you're a savior." Barnaby sank into the chair beside
Gerrard.
Gerrard
eyed him with affectionate amusement. "And good morning
to you. What's put you out? Did Lady Harrington's ball prove
too exercising?"
"Not
Harrington." Barnaby closed his eyes, savoring the coffee.
"She's a decent enough sort." Opening his eyes,
he considered the platters. "It was Lady Oglethorpe and
her daughter Melissa."
"Ah!"
Gerrard recalled the connection. "The old friend of your
dear mama's who was hoping you'd oblige and escort her darling
about town?"
"The
same." Barnaby took a bite of toast. "You remember
the story of the ugly duckling? Well, Melissa is that in reverse."
Gerrard
laughed.
Barnaby
and he were much of an age, of similar temperament and background,
had similar likes and dislikes, and both favored an eccentric
pastime. He couldn't remember how they'd first come to knock
around town together, but over the last five years, they'd
seen each other through various adventures, growing ever more
comfortable in each other's company, and now unhesitatingly
called on the other for any and all support.
"Nothing
for it," Barnaby declared. "I shall have to flee
the capital."
Gerrard
grinned. "It can't be that bad."
"Yes,
it can. I tell you, Lady Oglethorpe isn't looking to me just
for escort duties. She has a gleam in her eye I mistrust,
and if that wasn't bad enough, the dreadful Melissa clasped
her hands to her bosom - not a bad bosom, but the rest is
hopeless - and fervently stated that yours truly was her ideal,
and that no gentleman in the ton could hold a candle to my
magnificence." Barnaby grimaced horrendously. "Coming
it a great deal too strong, as the pater would say - made
me feel quite ill. And it's June - don't they know the hunting
season's over?"
Gerrard
regarded his friend thoughtfully. Barnaby was the third son
of an earl, and had inherited a substantial estate from a
maternal aunt; like Gerrard, he was a prime target for matrons
with daughters to establish. While Gerrard could and did use
his painting as an excuse to avoid the worst of the invitations,
Barnaby's hobby of studying crime was a far less acceptable
diversion.
"I
suppose," Barnaby mused, "I could go to m'sister's,
but I'm no longer sure she's not dangerous, too." His
eyes narrowed. "If she invited the Oglethorpes to visit
over summer..." He shuddered.
Gerrard
leaned back and reached for his coffee cup. "If you're
set on escaping the dreadful Melissa, you could come with
me to Cornwall."
"Cornwall?"
Barnaby blinked his blue eyes wide. "What's in Cornwall?"
Gerrard
told him.
Barnaby
perked up.
"Mind
you," Gerrard warned, "there'll be at least one
unmarried young lady present, and where there's one - "
"There's
usually a pack." Barnaby nodded. "Nevertheless,
I've handled all - comers to now - it's just Melissa, her
mother and the family connection that have so demoralized
me."
Said
demoralization had clearly been transient; Barnaby fell to
demolishing the last sausage, then he looked at Gerrard. "So,
when do we leave?"
Gerrard
met his eyes. Patience had been right, not that he'd ever
tell her. "I'll write to Tregonning's agent today. I'll
need to get in extra supplies, and make sure all else is in
order here...shall we say the end of next week?"
"Excellent!"
Barnaby raised his cup in a toast, drained it, then reached
for the coffee pot. "I'm sure I can lie low until then."
*
* *
Twelve
days later, Gerrard tooled his curricle between a pair of
worn stone gateposts bearing plaques proclaiming them the
entrance to Hellebore Hall.
"It's
certainly a long way from London." Relaxed on the seat
beside him, Barnaby looked around, curious and mildly intrigued.
They'd
set out from the capital four mornings before, and spelled
Gerrard's matched grays over the distance, stopping at inns
that caught their fancy each lunchtime and each evening.
The
driveway, a continuation of the lane they'd taken off the
road to St. Just and St. Mawes, was lined with old, large
boled, thickly canopied trees. The fields on either side were
screened by dense hedgerows. A sense of being enclosed in
a living corridor, a shifting collage of browns and greens,
was pervasive. Between the tops of the hedges and the overhanging
branches, they caught tantalizing glimpses of the sea, sparkling
silver under a cerulean sky. Ahead and to the right, the strip
of sea was bounded by distant headlands, a medly of olive,
purple and smoky grey in the early afternoon light.
Gerrard
squinted against the glare. "By my reckoning, that stretch
of water must be Carrick Roads. Falmouth ought to lie directly
ahead."
Barnaby
looked. "It's too far to make out the town, but there
are certainly plenty of sails out there."
The
land dipped; the lane followed, curving slowly south and west.
They lost sight of Carrick Roads as the spur leading to St.
Mawes intervened on their right, then the tree sentinels that
had lined the lane abruptly ended. The curricle rattled on,
into the sunshine.
They
both caught their breath.
Before
them lay one of the irregular inlets where an ancient valley
had been drowned by the sea. To their right lay the St. Mawes
arm of the Roseland peninsula, solid protection from any cold
north wind; to their left, the rougher heathland of the southern
arm rose, cutting off any buffets from the south. The horses
trotted on and the view shifted, a new vista opening as they
descended yet further.
The
lane led them down through sloping fields, then steeply pitched
and gabled roofs appeared ahead, between them and the blue-green
waters of the inlet. Swinging in a wide, descending arc, the
lane went past the house that majestically rose into view,
then curved back to end in a wide sweep of gravel before the
front door.
Rounding
the final curve, Gerrard slowed his horses; neither he nor
Barnaby uttered a word as they descended the last stretch.
The house was...eccentric, fabulous-wonderful. There were
turrets too numerous to count, multiple balconies laced with
wrought iron, odd shaped buttresses aplenty, windows of all
descriptions, and segments of rooms forming fanciful angles
in the gray stone walls.
"You
didn't say anything about the house," Barnaby said as
the horses neared the forecourt and they were forced to stop
staring.
"I
didn't know about the house," Gerrard replied. "I'd
only heard about the gardens."
Arms
of those gardens, the famous gardens of Hellebore Hall, reached
out of the valley above which the house sat and embraced the
fantastical creation, but the major part of the gardens lay
hidden behind. Poised sentrylike at the upper end of the valley
that ran down to the inlet's rocky shore, the house blocked
all view of the valley itself and the gardens it contained.
Gerrard
let out the breath he hadn't been aware he'd been holding.
"No wonder no one ever succeeded in slipping in to paint
undetected."
Barnaby
shot him an amused look, straightening as Gerrard tightened
the reins, and they entered the shaded forecourt of Hellebore
Hall.
*
* *
Seated
in the drawing room of Hellebore Hall, Jacqueline Tregonning
caught the sound she'd been waiting for - the clop of hooves,
the soft scrunch of gravel under a carriage's wheels.
None
of the others scattered about the large room heard; they were
too busy speculating on aspects of the nature of the visitors
who'd just arrived.
Jacqueline
preferred not to speculate, not when she could view with her
own eyes, and make up her own mind.
Smoothly,
quietly, she rose from the armchair beside the chaise on which
sat her closest friend, Eleanor Fritham, and Eleanor's mother,
Lady Fritham of neighboring Tresdale Manor. Both were engaged
in a spirited discussion with Mrs. Elcott, the vicar's wife,
over the descriptions of the two gentlemen shortly expected
that Mrs. Elcott's and Lady Fritham's correspondents in the
capital had provided.
"Bound
to be arrogant, the pair of them, my cousin said." Mrs.
Elcott grimaced disparagingly. "I daresay they'll think
themselves a cut above us."
"I
don't see why they should," Eleanor returned. "Lady
Humphries wrote that while both were from excellent families,
very much the haut ton, they were perfectly personable and
amenable to being entertained." Eleanor appealed to her
mother. "Why would they turn their noses up at us? Aside
from all else, we're all the society there is around here
- they'll lead very quiet lives if they cut us."
"True,"
Lady Fritham agreed. "But if they're half as well-bred
as her ladyship makes out, they won't be high in the instep.
Mark my words" - Lady Fritham nodded portentiously, setting
her multiple chins and the ribbons in her cap bobbing - "the
mark of a true gentleman shows in the ease with which he comports
himself in any company."
Unobtrusively
slipping away, gliding silently up the long room to the window
that gave the best view of the front portico, Jacqueline cynically
noted the others present; aside from her father's sister,
Millicent, who after her mother's death had come to live with
them, none had any real reason to be there.
Not
unless one deemed rampant curiosity sufficient reason.
Jordan
Fritham, Eleanor's brother, stood chatting with Mrs. Myles
and her daughters, Clara and Rosa, both as yet unwed. Millicent
stood with them, Mitchel Cunningham by her side. The group
was engrossed in discussing portraiture, and the singular
success of Mitchel and her father in persuading society's
foremost artistic lion to grace Hellebore Hall and favor her
with his talents.
Calmly,
Jacqueline approached the window. Regardless of her father's,
Mitchel's or the artistic lion's belief, she would be the
one bestowing the favor. She hadn't yet decided whether she
would sit for him, and wouldn't, not until she'd evaluated
the man, his talents, and, most importantly, his integrity.
She
knew why her father had been so insistent this man, and only
he, could paint the portrait her father required. Millicent
had been nothing short of brilliant in planting the right
seeds in her father's mind, and nurturing them to fruition.
As the one most intimately involved on all counts, Jacqueline
was aware that the man himself would be pivotal; without him,
his talents, and his vaunted integrity regarding his work,
their plans would come to nought.
And
there was no other way to turn.
Halting
two paces from the window, she looked out at the occupants
of the curricle that had just rocked to a stop before the
portico; in the circumstances she felt no compunction in spying
on Gerrard Debbington.
First,
she had to identify which of the two men he was. The one who
wasn't driving? That tawny-haired gentleman stepped lithely
down, then paused to throw a laughing comment to the other
man, who remained on the box seat, the reins held loosely
in his long-fingered hands.
The
grays between the curricle's shafts were prime horseflesh,
and had been well-spelled; Jacqueline registered that in the
briefest of glances. The man holding the reins was dark-haired,
with strong, chiseled features; the tawny-haired one was prettier,
the darker the more handsome.
In
the second it took her to blink, she realized how odd it was
for her to notice; male beauty rarely impinged on her mind.
Then she looked again at the pair in the forecourt, and inwardly
admitted that their physical attributes were hard to ignore.
The
man on the box seat moved; a groom appeared and he descended
from the carriage, handing over the reins.
And
she had her answer; he was the painter. He was Gerrard Debbington.
A
dozen little things confirmed it, from the strength apparent
in those very long fingers as he surrendered the ribbons,
to the austere perfection of his clothes, and the reined intensity
that hung about him, every bit as real as his fashionable
coat.
That
intensity came as a shock. She'd steeled herself to deal with
some fashionable fribble or vain popinjay, but this man was
something quite different.
She
watched as he answered his friend with a quiet word; the line
of his thin lips didn't so much curve as ease - the veriest
hint of a smile. Controlled power, intensity harnessed, ruthless
determination - those were the impressions that sprang to
her mind as he turned.
And
looked straight at her.
Her
breath caught, suspended, but she didn't move; she was standing
too far from the pane for him to see her. Then she heard skirts
rustling, footsteps pattering at the far end of the room;
glancing sideways, she saw Eleanor, both Myles girls and their
mothers crowding around the far window that was angled to
the forecourt. Jordan peered over their heads.
Unlike
her, they'd crowded close to the glass.
Looking
back at Gerrard Debbington, she saw him studying them, and
inwardly smiled. If he sensed someone watching him, he'd think
it was them.
Gerrard
regarded the cluster of faces blatantly staring from the wide
windows facing the forecourt. Raising a supercilious brow,
he turned away; avoiding the gaze of the single woman standing
back from the window closest to the portico, he looked at
Barnaby. "It seems we're expected."
Barnaby
could see the goggling crowd, too, but the angle of the nearer
window hid the lone woman from him. He gestured to the door.
"Shall we make our entrance?"
Gerrard
nodded. "Ring the bell."
Strolling
to an iron handle dangling by the door, Barnaby gave it a
tug.
Turning
his head, Gerrard looked once more at the woman. Her stillness
confirmed she thought he couldn't see her. Light spilled into
the room from windows behind her, diagonally across from where
she stood; courtesy of that she was, indeed, primarily a silhouette,
barely illuminated. She was intelligent enough, then, to have
realized that.
But
she'd forgotten, or hadn't known of, the effect of painted
woodwork. Gerrard would take an oath the frame surrounding
the window was at least eight inches wide, and painted white.
It threw back enough light, diffused and soft, true, but light
nevertheless, to let him see her face.
Just
her face.
He'd
already glimpsed three youthful female faces, every bit as
uninspiring as he'd expected, in the other group. Doubtless
his subject was one of them; God knew how he'd manage.
This
lady, however...he could paint her. He knew it in an instant;
just a glance, that's all it took. Even though her features
weren't that clear to him, there was a quality - one of stillness,
of depth, of a complexity behind the pale oval of her face
- that commanded his attention.
Just
like his dream of the Garden of Night, the sight of her face
reached for him, touched him, called to the artist that was
his soul.
The
front door opened and he turned away. Outwardly set himself
to the task of greeting and being greeted. Cunningham was
there, doing the honors; Gerrard shook his hand, his expression
mild, his mind elsewhere.
A
governess, or a companion. She was in the drawing room, the
doors of which he could now see, so unless she beat a very
rapid retreat, he would meet her. Then he'd have to find some
way of ensuring she was included along with the gardens in
the other subjects he was permitted to paint.
"This
is Treadle." Cunningham introduced the butler, who bowed.
"And Mrs. Carpenter, our housekeeper."
A
stern-faced, competent-looking woman bobbed a curtsy. "Anything
you need, sirs, please ask." Mrs. Carpenter straightened.
"I've not yet assigned rooms, not being sure of your
requirements. Perhaps, once you've looked around and decided
which rooms would best suit, you could let Treadle and me
know, and we'll have everything arranged in a blink."
Gerrard
smiled. "Thank you. We will." The charm behind his
smile worked its usual magic; Mrs. Carpenter's face eased,
and Treadle unbent a fraction.
"This
is Mr. Adair." Gerrard introduced Barnaby, who with his
usual air of genial bonhomie nodded to the two servants and
Cunningham.
Gerrard
looked at Cunningham.
Who
seemed suddenly on edge. "Ah...if you'll come this way,
I'll introduce you to the ladies, and inform Lord Tregonning
that you're here."
Gerrard
let his smile grow a fraction more intent. "Thank you."
Cunningham
turned and preceded them to the double doors leading into
what Gerrard had surmised must be the drawing room.
He
was right. They stepped into a room long enough to boast three
separate areas for comfortable conversation. At one end, no
longer by the window but gathered about the chairs angled
before a large fireplace, was the group of ladies and the
young man who'd peered out at them, and one other, middle-aged
lady he hadn't previously seen.
Directly
ahead, on the chaise that faced the doors, were two matrons,
one of whom was eyeing Barnaby and him with incipient disapproval.
Although
he didn't glance her way, Gerrard was instantly aware of the
single lady, standing alone and regarding them levelly from
the other end of the room.
Suppressing
his impatience, he halted beside Cunningham, who'd paused
a yard over the threshold. Barnaby halted just behind his
shoulder. Gerrard looked at the bevy of young misses, waiting
to see which one came forward - which of the three he was
going to hate to have to paint. To his surprise, they all
hung back.
The
middle-aged lady, a welcoming expression on her face, started
toward them.
As
did the lone lady on his left.
The
middle-aged lady was too old; she couldn't be his subject.
The
younger lady drew nearer; he could no longer resist, but looked
directly at her.
And
saw her, her face, for the first time in good light.
He
met her eyes, and realized his error.
Not
a governess. Not a companion.
The
lady his fingers were already itching to paint was Lord Tregonning's
daughter.
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